An Undefined Love

As I sit here, I remember the first time we locked eyes. We didn’t need words to speak as our minds and soul was connected on an unexplained level. Afraid of this level of connection I did what I do best and ran or better yet avoided it. But when something is meant the laws of attraction won’t allow it to be a part for too long.

See I didn’t understand this at first until I realized it was no way of escaping this feeling. I was in pure ecstasy every time my undefined love crossed my mind. I was deep and all in at this point. Never had known a love that was so mentally stimulating that I yearned for it. This undefined love had nothing to do with lust but everything to do with the challenge of being in the presence of the strength of my undefined love flaws.

The things I lacked or were seen as my imperfections; I found within my undefined love. He exuded that confidence, boldness, drive, passion and intelligence that at times I felt I lacked within myself. This undefined love pushed my limits and allowed me opportunities to challenge myself in ways I would have otherwise steered away from.

I can stare at this undefined love and see myself within him. It was if our souls became intertwined. We were destined to find each other and this soul tie was one to teach us lessons so that we could help each other become our greatest selves. It was harmonious. There is nothing more blissful then being able to not only experience the most daunting of times of life together but have the ability to overcome, grow and conquer all things that have been thrown in our undefined love thus far. He became a part of my favorite place and yet close to a sacred space.

You get three loves in your life. Your first love which tends to be puppy love. Your second love who is your heartbreak but teaches you lessons and preps you for your third and final love. Your third and final love is the one that comes together organically. It is one that is not questioned, it is one that feels right, it feels like home. When you find that final love, don’t resist it, allow it to nurture your soul. Allow it to feed your wildest desire as you are deserving of it! Immerse yourself in it and you will go further than you ever imagined….