I Forgive You

She came in quick, quicker than one could imagine. She played the fiddle well, making herself the victim to all parties. She was a true manipulator. See that was familiar for her; making people feel sorry for her, making it seem as if she was the one being attacked or targeted. My mother continued to warn me that black women are and were the forbidden fruit. So much so that to get what she wants she is willing to destruct and destroy at all cost. Now this doesn’t apply to all women of color, just some who are lost.

This woman was sick, mentally, emotionally, physically, and spiritually; that one needed to understand that she needed healing. We and I had to and have to develop an understanding in order to move forward. She knew not what she was doing and yet she lives in regret for attempting to invade and split a family. Her choices became her demise and no one can fix that but her.

On my own healing journey, I had to recognize that certain situations are bigger than me; and that we all experience hurt and pain before we see our major breakthrough. This is what I learned from some of the sisters (lessons) I’ve come in tune with these past couple of years. And with that being said the biggest thing I can do is begin to forgive those that I allowed to disappoint and hurt me the most.

I however forgive you. I forgive you for the pain, anger, deceit and hurt you inflicted on me. I forgive you for me allowing you to enter into my life as a fallacious soul sister. I learned a true and valuable lesson that some will get close to you as they want what you have and instead of building their own they will some way, or another attempt to insert themselves if your foundation isn’t strong enough.

As I am working on healing my womb, my sacred union and solidifying my foundation, I will forgive but I will never forget. I release the anger, misunderstanding, fear, doubt and all negative emotions associated with the women that I harvest up until this point. I am now at a place where I ask that these situations and lessons that no longer serve my family and I greater good be release through Love and Light from a divine power. I wish you well on your way to healing and releasing. Peace, power and protection Kings and Queens.