Past Hurts and Mental Traumas Turned into Wisdom

Authentic smiles, laughs and giggles turned into dark isolated self-pity. Where was life headed when one has not spent time to analyze the disconnect. She sits in silence to reflect and attempt to align herself, only to find that the light seemed so distant. She was an empath who felt her moral duty was to heal the world. But in doing so, the true meaning of self just begins to dissipate until she looked in the mirror and seen emptiness. The purpose of her life was being lost right before her eyes because she could not sit still and be present. Her environment became a bubble of suffering. Many silent tears and inner battles of why me. Thank goodness for her family power and her children because that belittling self-talk turned into why not me. “The mind is a dangerous place to play games” her mother always told her and when you allow toxic external forces to impede on self, it becomes difficult to rid oneself of the negative connotations that become a piece of you. She had spiritual mentors and family that guided her to the importance of inner peace and soul cleansing. What one does not know is that every time we give energy to a thought it becomes a part of us. Every time we give energy to others, they exchange energy with us. Energy is transformable and we must learn to cleanse and rid ourselves of energy that is draining and no longer serves us for our greater good. See that negative self-talk and emptiness that woman once felt was not of her, but of external factors that she allowed to impede on her. She is known as the sunshine and often attracts darkness. Her first step was to realize her light and the ability to deflect energy that dimed her sunshine. It was not an easy process but once she allocated space for the inner knowledge the more natural darkness was deflected from her light. She turned to the earth when she felt out of whack. The Earth became mother, her healer, and her energy consoler. For she knew she was now right where she needed to be. I am she; she is me….